|  Jennifer Shaw's novel "Breaking Beautiful" is hard to put down after reading 
	just a few pages. This high school drama highlights an issue that often goes 
	unnoticed until a tragedy strikes, but it's a common issue in various 
	degrees in many relationships of all ages. Allie was thrilled to move to 
	Pacific Cliffs as her father neared retirement. She had visited the small 
	coastal town every summer to visit her grandmother. It was where her mother 
	grew up. Finally, after so many moves with the Army, Allie was looking 
	forward to putting down roots and making real friendships. The only thing 
	that mars the move is that her summer friend, Blake, has moved to Reno with 
	his drug-addicted mother and gotten himself sent to "juvie." When she is singled out by the school's most popular senior and becomes 
	his girlfriend, she has no idea what path her life has taken. Tripp had been 
	dating the most popular girl in school, who immediately makes it impossible 
	for Allie to make any true friends. Therefore, Allie finds Tripp becoming 
	the center of her entire world. When Blake returns to Pacific Cliffs to live 
	with his grandmother again, Tripp will not allow Allie to have anything to 
	do with him. But then again, Tripp calls her twin brother, Andrew, who 
	suffers from cerebral palsy, a freak; buys her a cellphone that he uses to 
	keep track of all her movements; and wants Allie at his beck and call at all 
	hours of the day or night. 
	 Ms. Wolf gives us all of this background material of Allie's last year 
	through flashbacks. Most of the time the incidents are scattered and 
	incomplete because Allie is recovering from the accident that killed Tripp 
	when his truck went off the cliff into the Pacific Ocean. Allie is not sure 
	why she survived. In fact, at the beginning of the story she can remember 
	nothing about the night of the accident. She was found on the side of the 
	road, by the guardrail at the cliff, with two severe head wounds. 
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			 Allie's isn't sure the struggle to bring her memory back is a 
			good thing. The student body of the high school is mourning the loss 
			of a favorite, but all Allie can remember are the bruises and cuts 
			that came when she angered Tripp. She can't tell her mother, as 
			Tripp's father is her employer. Her father has been gone most of the 
			year and is now struggling to start a business. Who else would even 
			begin to believe her? Most of us would at first shake our heads and wonder why Allie or 
			any girl had taken the abuse for so long. However, it's easy to make 
			that judgment from the outside. Ms. Wolf has done a tremendously 
			thorough job of casting a story where the reader fully understands 
			the difficulty an abused person has in realizing what is happening 
			as the spiral continues downward. She lets us feel the fear of the 
			abused that they are at fault and that without the abuser they are 
			nothing.  While Allie and others in the novel make choices they should not 
			have made, perhaps their mistakes won't be repeated by others in 
			similar situations. I believe this novel should have a place on all 
			young adult bookshelves, where concerned adults can recommend it to 
			girls whom they suspect are abused. It is a great cautionary tale 
			for any young woman who is dating or in any kind of relationship.
			 "Breaking Beautiful" is a truly satisfying read that will break 
			your heart and give your spirit hope. You can find it in the Youth 
			Services Department of the Lincoln Public Library, 725 Pekin St. 
			[By LOUELLA MORELAND, youth services librarian, 
			Lincoln Public Library District] 
			Ms. Lou's blog:
			
			lincolnpubliclibraryupdates.blogspot.com |